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pectus excavatum by guilloteeeen pectus excavatum :iconguilloteeeen:guilloteeeen 339 38 The Last Ray by SRudy The Last Ray :iconsrudy:SRudy 500 147 vanity by Deborah-Valentine vanity :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 52 99 Point of view by TonHaring Point of view :icontonharing:TonHaring 166 68 Ivan + deborah by Deborah-Valentine Ivan + deborah :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 72 34 Landscape of a Fellatio on a banana by Deborah-Valentine
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Landscape of a Fellatio on a banana :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 37 19
Winter'S Dungeon by Deborah-Valentine Winter'S Dungeon :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 57 15 Fight for women rights (14) by 8thSin-42 Fight for women rights (14) :icon8thsin-42:8thSin-42 6 5 Never strong enough by sara-hel Never strong enough :iconsara-hel:sara-hel 662 193 Too lost to be saved by sara-hel Too lost to be saved :iconsara-hel:sara-hel 332 126
A Letter to Nobody
Nothing, I feel nothing.
No disgust, no fear, no anger, no ecstasy.
Blank are these days, blank are these nights.
A neutral aridity staring at me in the mirror.
Green as nothing.
You keep asking me for reasons, you would do anything for concrete reasons.
An irrefutable mathematical logic. Cause and effect. Destroy the former and the latter would evaporate in the harsh noon sun.
You would want to name my fears, not so you could vanquish them for me, but so you could pretend you know them.
These reasons are many and none.
It is not the ailment itself as much as the realization that nothing will ever dissipate it. Occasional sparkles of joy might overshadow it, every once in a while.
Overshadow, not outshine.
For joy means deceit.
Brief and overwhelming.
And as sudden as its absence, later on. And equally as unexpected.
Do not ask me for reasons, there is an extra cold shade in my eyes that always seems to elude you, somehow. It keeps hiding from my mirror, too, whenever hope, that traito
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hand by IanLove hand :iconianlove:IanLove 44 8
Mes nuits sont plus belles que vos jours
It has been some time since I did anything serious to upload here; I am not certain when I will. Apologies that I have lost track of things as of late. So much has been going on.. A rollercoaster of emotions recently and now I find myself just completely and utterly consumed with an Angel of Solitude. More than ever. Any spare time parted from love is spent reading and playing and learning, so..
I appreciate the continued response I have received for my work here. It never ceases to amaze me. Especially "Love and the Rose"- Since I uploaded it a year ago, people have requested to use it for t-shirts, school projects, mirror gifts to a lover, and these past days I had a request that someone use it as a tattoo! I am truly humbled by it all. That something I sketched for the one I love could inspire so many people and creations aswell as thoughts and emotions. I cannot quite fathom it, but I am immensely grateful.
It has been terribly hot here, but the stars have been immense. I adore the
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Key to the past by lieveheersbeestje Key to the past :iconlieveheersbeestje:lieveheersbeestje 3,249 285 It's time for a wish by Bucikah It's time for a wish :iconbucikah:Bucikah 786 91 Untoten. by daunhaus Untoten. :icondaunhaus:daunhaus 293 26

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"This sentence has five words. Here are five more words. Five-word sentences are fine. But several together become monotonous. Listen to what is happening. The writing is getting boring. The sound of it drones. It's like a stuck record. The ear demands some variety. Now listen. I vary the sentence length, I create music. Music. The writing sings. It has a pleasant rhythm, a lilt, a harmony. I use short sentences. And I use sentences of medium length. And sometimes, when I am certain the reader is rested, I will engage them with a sentence of considerable length, a sentence that burns with energy and builds with all the impetus of a crescendo, the roll of the drums. The crash of the cymbals - sounds that say listen to this, it is important."

- Gary Provost.

This gives me great hope again. For some reason.

I love you
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C-Hass Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015
Beirut has fallen.
ViviPhalloids Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2015
Hey! thanks for making me smile :) i just randomly decided to visit here. I'm doing fine! enjoying life in leb? not entirely.. thou it is fun at nights and partying, and discreetly destroying one's liver.. but u know.. art, work, politics.. not the best. You should come visit again if u haven't been here in awhile.. its a beautiful place underneath the chaos. How about you? how you been?

All the Love from beirut :) 
natalee2 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2015
hi, just wondering how you were doing, after so many years.
still enjoying life in Lebanon ? i miss my country so much !

have a nice day,

TonHaring Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for faving!:)
hitsfrznglass Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
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